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Saturday, June 30, 2007

sob sob ...

well this week went out the whole day la ...

lets see hmmmm...

monday:

work up quite early for my normal time which was 12 haha

than watch like shows on crunchy roll ... than went out to meet clare at 6 like tat in church

ya than had dinner with clare, trudy, jo roberts and mat... ya than the G.v people came and more was added to the table we have isis and ben tan... ya than had to leave cause clare is giving tuition to betina ...waited for her like 1 +++ ya than we went to east coast park for sting ray haha.. ya than she took me 4 a spin it was relaxing not much cars nice view well it was nice ya and i stayed over at her place...

tue:

work up i think 10 or not 11 ++ la around there la...

then went for some meeting or watever la so boring lor was msging gareth and kevin and at the same time talking to clare and momo... ya took up the whole day lor

than i went home to bath and change... meet like almost all the lectors jr at gelare.. had walfer share with kevin and ya went home after tat....

wed:

was vivenne birthday... went out with her and kc, elain, ying and some other guys from her class... ya say wear nice nice and ya thats y i'm in dress... yaya... went out saw alot of nice tops and stuff than we sit and talk talk talk.... talk for like few hours than decided to go home yup reach home and eat dinner haha i like tat days dinner.... yup yup ...

thurs:

hmm went shopping with clare and mac and than ben tan came... ya i wanted to buy the top i saw but too bad don have le than went to mango sell like 50% lor bought a white top ya and walk around.... than ya..... shop more and stuff than zac came too and we had dinner at campass point... ya a short trip... ya...

fri:

morning like 10++ work up to go shopping with clare and ben its like the eariest i work up this week la.... anyway after tat bought her stuff than went mall to have lunch clare wasn there cause she went to fatch her parents... and ya than ben and i had lunch and ya than aloy ng came help him shop for his army stuff... ya than went home and SLEEP!!!!! haha than met amanda soh for dinner and ya .... had a movie at iggy's house horror movie haha it was funny but not as fun as the pervious time haha... ya and the girls were screaming la execpt for me and mac... well mac was in another room watch funny movie and the other room was horror movie... ya and i had a headach thanks to the girls for screaming .... yup yup....

sobsob.... i'm going to miss someone soon.... one more month must treasure this one month... haiz.... well i just realise that ever aspect of my life there is someone i get my support from... i was thinking how m i suppose to find this support when she is away ?? how is my life going to be?? m i going to emo until she is back ?? or m i going to use work to cover the lost ? i just don know .... well all i can say is just pray ... cause i don know wat is going to be install 4 me... haiz... i probably going to keep thinking of this thing la.... haiz.... but now she also haven fly yet so ya.... haiz.... AH!!!!!

any way i guess i'm quite slack this holiday la... most of my friends are like working or going their final year work and i i'm like still slacking here.... my finals are like in nov and i haven really started my portfoilder yet.. DIE!!!!! the next few months don need to slp alrea DIE!!! redbull i need u !! .... ok i'm too tired to blog any more shell go and watch anima !!!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Only Hope

Only Hope
There's a song that inside of my soul.

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.

I'm awake inthe infinite cold,

but you sing to me over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.

I know now you're myonly hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams areso far,

sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.

I know now you're myonly hope.

I give you my destiny. I'm giving you all of me.

I want your symphony.

Singing in all that I am.

At the top of my lungs,I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.

I pray to be only yours.

I know now you're myonly hope.

hmm i'm not sure but i this song is kind of meaninful i think... any way had confirmation mass 2day well everyone looks happy i guess... ya crap i don know wat to say but ya HAPPY CONFIRMATION GUYS!!!

well i'm not going to up load pic cause i look weird or funny in the pics so ya :)

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

hmm this week???

i had fun this week :) tks to cam, kevin, gareth, amanda and clare:)

haha wed went to watch movie with my sch mates watch fan4 ... ok la the movie not as good as the first one don all movies are the same.... any way went out the whole day we went window shop and ended at startbucks cafe drinking coffee... yupyup alot of craps haha... yup it was a fun day la

well thurs went out with isis in the morning went to get her violin stuff ya than had drums lesson with iggy ok la drums like learn new stuff la... than went to disturb gareth, kevin and amanda studying haha... yup actually waiting 4 kevin to finish his hw lor so slow wait like for very long lor.... ya then kevin and my 2 di with me went to gareth's house to watch movie... haha after a while cam came over to join us haha watch a horrer movie haha so fun la than amanda came... the show like 4 hours long la!!! ya haha shell not write wat happen while we were watching shell be nice haha... well than we home like 11.30 like tat lor manage to get on to the last bus... so fun !!!

friday went to clare's house by right we were suppose to go shoppping but it turn out the both of us were broke yup than we did some other stuff at her house haha shell not say haha.... well after tat we went campass point to have dinner than i sent her to clark quae there and took the train back to hougang to have meeting ... haha than we were suppose to have supper but no car so nvm we ended up eating at bliss .... yup yup reach home around 11++ haha ...

well 2day went to wash up the rooms ya and i'm very tired... went to have dinner with mac crapying lor she not enough slp than talking rubbish and now she is still high!!! haha...

well this few day i have been slping late la like 2 to 3 lor than wake up around 1 to 2 pm lor haha... but its holidays who don slp late and wake up late ??? haha yup still got 2 more wks to go before i start sch ... yup yup if u all free must ask me out hor cause i very sian at home well i haven been at home so ya any way ya....!!!! ok tml is confermation for the sec4 HAPPY CONFERMATION GUYS!!!!! yup yup.... end here

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ponggol end

haha i like this pic !!!!!

well yesterday went to ponggol end with benny and clare... took alot pictures quite cool haha

there is more but ya i lazy to put all.... well after seeing the sunset i went to MM meeting which is now called G.V God's view if i'm not wrong ... than after the P&W went to meet mac and the others to buy some stuff... than ya they wanted to stay over at someone places but couldn find anyone's place so we ended up ant benny's place... watch a few movies and stuff ya i reach home like 6 like tat in the morning... lucky its a sch holiday slept till like 3 than wake up ya.... later still meeting mac and the rest at 7 going to amanda's house to eat dinner.... yup tats all focks....

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

haiz....

haiz.....

oh man my life is like going down hill.... everything is just not going the way its suppose to be....

my family is like falling a part and i don know what to do.... how m i to help it ??? no one can tell me wat to do ........

well its a few days after the camp and i think the spirit is still alive which is good... 2day meeting have new faces which was cool man... have my team mat Ray haha he manage to come for meeting and so is Anselina... well i'll keep remaining myself not to make fun of u guys.... well ya i think i was mean so ya .... any way its Fathers' Day like not much activity like tat isn't father also suppose to play a part in the family ?? why its like not really a big event ??? any way i want to wish all Fathers out there and also my Daddy a Happy Fathers' Day and also to GOD !!!!! he is the father of us all!!!!

AHHHH i guess i really want to scream out loud!!!! i don know wats wrong with me .... haiz.....

i'm praying that tml don rain so that i can see the sunset tml GOD PLEASE DON'T LET IT RAIN TML!!!!! I WANT TO SEE THE BEAUTYFUL SUN!!!!! hope he heard my cry....

well the song How Great is Our God is stuck to my head well i also have been listening to it too... i guess i'll learn how to play this song on the drams hope that this week can play the drams i really want to play the drams!!!!

yup i just Love the sky and the Sun they are the one of the most beautiful thing that God had created .... well those pic were taken from vivo that day at the camp. the last day when we went there 4 dinner ....
i wonder wat i'll be doing this week hmmm.... well i wont know only God knows wat exciting thing is going to happen ....

well hope tml will be a better day ....

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Friday, June 15, 2007

camps!!

hey guys its been a while since i up date due to some tech prob so ya so sry

well i shell update from the 2camps !!!

first camp the con camp...
its the first time i actually facilitate a camp so ya i kind of screw it up i was left to facil the camp alone but thank God he actully sent someone to help me nat!!!

well the first day my gp quite quiet i didn really know how to make them talk but ya ... than ice breakers hmm also wat games to play than sebby came to help me yeah!!! well they played the chair game where u have arrange yourself according to watever was given ... ya than after the game played an animal game the facil was brainstorming ya and its one of the game .... ya after tat i not really sure wat happen next ... ok ya there was a session about product which was intersting ya than had the tresure hunt and yes theres when nat came in he just came than help me to facil the grp the guys from my group quite active during the game ... ya than wash up i most of us didn bath cause like alot of people bathing so ya mac and i talked in the room ya for awhile... ya than end of day

day 2
hate food poisoning so was in pain tats y i didn go to ponggol park with them beside i didn slp the whole night cause kept running to the toilet... ya but took some medicen and slpt for a while ... when 4 the next session cause don want to ps my grp... told nat to do most of the job which turn out not that bad .... TKS NAT!!! than i went home on the way home i vomit on the way home took a cab home... hmm ya...

well than the NYC it was v funy great JOB guys!!!!

the first day we met there around 8 like tat and get to our grps and stuff ya than had games... wow it was tiring than session we were suppose to write on half of the pic of paper wat we think God's gift to us and the other side others are suppose to write wat they think God's gift for u quite meaningful....
than games running around ya and guess wat my grp lost almost all the games!!!!
yup than bathing than dinner than session 2 hmm... honesty was the session about....after tat went to slp cause the next day will be a long day...

day2
had mass then breakfast than session3&4 hmm... prayer my fr brian which was meaningful...
than we went out 4 games around serangoon and sentosa ya we from the 5 to the 3 grp to reach to the last station...then we went back to IHM house to bath and had a very fulling dinner by Godma :) than had one more session was by paul and amanda ya than we wrote warm fuzzy... write untill like 4 something than cannot take it need to slp le than went up at night christina phone kept rining work almost the whole bung up and ya than couldn slp le ...

day 3
had mass which i kind of screw up but ya thank God for everything... than breakfast and than session by Jo and gareth tie our legs together and walk for the dinning area to the confence room... than lunch.... was taking a drink than doug came up and say " your Sp want me to give u a hug" so ok lor just hug lor than happily talking to Fr kenson when like 5 or 6 guys came to me at the same time saying my Sp want them to give me a hug i was so shock than i run away but ya end up hugging them la.... haha than after that was waiting 4 the next session... than my lao po rena run to momo than run to me say my Sp wants to give me a hug than i know ruffly who le haha.... ya than the last session was washing of feet and ya than pack up and area cleaning yup yup.... than we make a move to vivo to have dinner there... ya the whole gang going there to eat wearing the same tee ... so cool lor than ya went home the one whole lot of us fill the part of the train so cool .... ya then went home to slp.... yeah!!!!!

well i did enjoy myself got to know alot of people hope u guys can stay in Nativity.... hmmm see u guys around and those i O warm fuzzy i pass u guys asap :)

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