firstly i want to thank those who went for my BBQ THANKS ALOT... was talking to my sis she is right i should be thankful that most of my best friends are there... even though is suppose to be a party for three but ya nvm about that...
now i know that i cant really trust people who u only know for a few months.... wait until u really know that person well than u can trust them...
there is another thing that i realise y i'm always closer to my church friends than my sch friends... may be beccause my church friends and i have the same target to find GOD or something. i do trust my church friends i put my heart and soul to help them when they are in need of help i can do anything for them and i will feel happy but.... when it comes to sch friends... i tried to help them if they need help if they need me to anything i will try ... but when i do every thing for them what happen when i needed help what happen if i wanted a fav i don really get what i want...
i don know y i'm in such situation.... haiz... i nv felt that bad before... life is nv perfect after all... but at least i have friends that i love and trust i don need to name they also know who la.... i should be happy that i still have them with me ... and i also have GOD with me and when there is him i'm always save cause JESUS save us :)
i'm updating again ... 2day i went to deliver thing to Holy Trinity thought that i could visit father bosco but too bad he is not in as usual . than went shopping with my mum to buy some clothes . bought a top ....
yesterday chat on the phone with mac was talking about her birthday... than i thought of my birthday which is in two weeks time and was waiting for it to end soon but time is like moving slow at the same time fast ... fast as in my holiday is ending in two weeks time the week is coming to an end soon and many things are not done yet...
every one is telling me to take one step at a time that i know can tell me something that i don't?? my head is spinning cause there is indeed too much things up in my mind at this very moment... the only thing i could do is watch anima to forget about it but its only awhile i can't don care about it... haiz.....
well at least there is something happy which is my uncle is coming back in july!!! yeah !!! cant wait to see him its been awhile... miss him ...
hey hey its been a while since i blog so sry about that. now is the start of my three weeks holidays . even though its holiday but i still have to go back to sch for lessons and training which is not much of a different...
well time fly very fast and now is april which is my birthday month yeah when i turn 17 i can stay out late but there isn't much of a diff cause there isn't any one to stay out late with...
well i will be celebrating my birthday with my 2 other classmates cause our birthday is one after another .... life have change so much since i went into ITE but every one changes though ya and it really not surprise that i too also change...
my kor is going in the army on the june the 8 will miss him and wont too ... can have his laptop to myself mahaha.... miss him cause he is the one who will always give in to me hehe...
