Wednesday, August 29, 2007
in the mood!!!
2day was quite not a good day for me.. went to sch than was like pouring la so heavy the rain than i was walking to the over head bridge to get over to e other side to sch... so there was a puddle of water in front of me so i jump over it my shoes was a bit of wet than just than the stupid bus drive pass and yes my whole feet was wet tks to the bus... went to class and took off my shoes and socks cause it very wet... so i was bare footed the whole time in the comp lab.. than has the bee hoon lesson stupid la keep reapeating herself and kept fighting with us la don want to listen to me y must i listen to u ?? so mad!!!! idiot teacher hope u really die ah since keep saying want to die ... wonder y this type of ppl can live till now.... hate her !!!! than my friends ask me want to go out a not so i said provied i have a new pair shoes or not go orchard with cold and wet shoes very uncomfotable... so yes i got a new pair of shoes... yup yup any way i also want to get a pair of shoes ... yup than my friends and i went to kinyakoni cause elaine went to book something and need to get it ny 2day... ya than we walk around saw lots of comic and drawings was very cool la... any way tks to k.c i have been drawing and drawing and i make a pack with myself that i have to draw something everyday and regardless of the time and yes tats y i'm still up :) but yes sometimes cant draw anything but yes i force myself to draw ... and thanks to her i have more to put in my port folder alrea hehe... ya she also help me edit some drawing and yup will up load them when its ready ... yup also have been going home late from sch this week the eariest i reach home is 7 yup haha well its tue only but yes it will be quite late may be tml early tats if neo don close the room tat early la... but its quite fun staying back late i also get some things done... AHH!!! i got to sumit my show reel and yes i'm not even half way there and my comp don even have most of the software and ya need to do it in sch... ah!!! this comp is so laggy i need a better comp!!! haiz.... yeah holidays are coming 22 sept and yes final year is coming too !!! AH!!! super stressful!!! God help me!!!! yeah fun fair is coming!!! cant wait for tat than at least half of the worries will be gone yeah!!! hope things wont be tat bad and hope it runs smoothly... tml will be taking grad photo haha cant wait haha i think i'm going to miss my class but than it will be fun cause i know there is something out there tat is waiting for me.. yes things is again going to change... and yes i have to start worrying which sch will accept me and if i can get into a poly a not haiz... just hope i can get into one... God please help me cause i know if i don go poly i don know wat i will be doing... haiz... start to work?? i want to learn more through studying and not working even though i keep complaining i don like sch but i want to learn more its for my future... haiz... yes i'm tired and is talking crap so ya i'm going to bed soon....just let me say how much i love u with all my heart i long for u... and the death of grace and forgivness found... oh my saviour my lord and friend... yes i love u with all my heart....
Sunday, August 26, 2007
weeee........
2day is Godma's birthday!!! haha was a surprise for her but i think she smart enough to know tat we having a surprise or may be not haha :) it was a fun day haha well other than rushing here and there and having lunch with fr tay its fun :) haiz...i'm super duper don know wat is going on in my mind ... firstly my friends around me feeling sad cause of the death.. haiz.. secondly fun fair is nearing and more things crop up don know wats up with the ppl.. thirdly feast day dinner all the adults keep rushing me but wat can i do when they don want to pass me the money wat can i do ?? forthly there is so much stuff in sch just remember there is alot more work i haven done yet and yes submission coming ... haiz... so many things... fifth haiz.. my mind has so many things i also don know wat is it ...brain is having lots of things... how i wish i can find someone to listen to me talk... how i wish every one isn't so sad... haiz... god knows.. bleah!! tml still got sch haiz.. i don feel like going to sch... i need to draw i need to do wat i say...
Saturday, August 25, 2007
sadness all over the place
haiz... so much sadness going around... first my friens's grand mothers not some friends close friend ... wat next ?? life is like tat when u are happily doing things the next u know alot of things are happening and they are not they way u want it to be...God is always playing with me... haiz... but will he is the creater there is nothing much i can say since he has the final say to things... AH!!!! feast day is coming cant wait cant wait at all... lots of things to do but its an experince that i want to learn and its a good one... haha i learn alot so far and will be learning more ... i can say i finally wake up and now is trying my best to study i mean draw draw and draw more works... thats y from now until i get a job or when i end sch i will draw something every night regardless of the time and how tired i am yup JIA YOU SUSANNA!!! right trying to encourage myself to work hard... haiz....haiz... i'm not sure but yes i'm alright now not emoing or anyting things are going very fine with me i guess well got lots of things on my mind and ya sch work, church work and last but not least personal things... yes... i'm finally over it !!! yes!!! well done susanna... right i don think i actually did the right thing well at least i can walk away now yes!! well wat is most important now for me is the feast day after tat is work work work and more work yes and i need to learn my driving .. oh man i have no life....any way i recently found out tat i have been too busy with things that i haven really get to mix around with my juniors so sorry guys any way welcome to the big family :) yes and i'll try to get to know u guys better :)yes life is changing and yes i need to get the hang of it yes aiya i also don know wat to say la any way i'm happy!!! yes i am really i am !!! ok i'm not ... watever... yes i'm not going to write anymore cause i have draw anything 2day so yes!!! die need to slp soon too tml still need to go for mass!!!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
4 months 18 weeks 126 days 3024 hours
haiz... well the week went by just like tat... tks to my classmates and friends for trying to cheering me up.... i will put in my effort to do it and i'm trying ... beside after hearing wat mac had to say i feel more to get over it since i'm not really being miss y should i miss someone who doesn really miss me ?? y should i put my heart into something that only i am giving ? so ya.... but wat change my mind was that msg... haiz... confues super confuse.... i was hoping God will help me but ya...well relaxing is one thing that i'm trying to do now but ya... any way my tue lesson the "common sense" lesson is cancel for the whole term thanks to my friend he told the teacher say tat her lesson is so boring and we go there also talk and not listen to her teach. she got so mad that she went to complain and ya we wont have her lesson yes!! so i offically end sch on tue at 4pm yeah!!! so cool la...well this week haven been going out cause fell ill still sick anyway went to see the doc on fri so nv go to sch.. ya wed had nafa test but cannot do cause i was still sick i think this wed have to do since last week nv do... ah!! sure fail one la i haven been training... any way cant run for nuts...hope funfair can come quickly so much things to do .. hope things will go smoothly and hope we can earn more money for wyd... guess wat ? i haven started on my port folder yet and yes not much time left... hmm... hope to rush it so things wont be tat bad.... haiz...dearest God can u please help me in the things that are going to happen help me to learn from the mistakes i make and may it strenghten me in watever i do please help all my friends over come their difficult tasks tat u will be giving them... please be with her and keep her safe from all harm... let no one harm her with bad intentions.. amen
Monday, August 13, 2007
158h hours...132 days... 19 weeks... 4months
well i'm missing someone now well some of u know who...and have been emoing the whole of 2day... my classmates were trying to cheer me up tks guys but i'll take awhile and i'll me taking time to stop emoing..well tats not the only thing i just fall ill had a bad flue and cough well it come at the right time cause its the time i don feel like talking....its just been one day only and i feeling like tat how to survive the next few days ?? i actually don know if i'm missing her just tat tears just keep falling down. is missing someone like tat ?? how come when my uncle flies off i don miss him tat much ? i thought i'll get over it but it turn out i cant... well its going to take a while for me to cheer up ... last week i went out almost every day hmm i mean i went out everyday... went to watch king and i on monday was a funny show though... tue went to eat steamboat.. wed i didn go to sch cause don like to waste time i heard my class only have 2 ppl ... went to meet mac to buy her shoes but too bad we couldn find the place after tat went to meet amanda at her house than went over to andrea's house for movie night... went there tat time they were cooking but the food turn out haha ya leave it to u guys to guess kevin art work... well tks to amanda we were save haha... ya watch the maid ok la not very scary but ok la... thurs national day work up early to help my mum with cooking cause she invited all my aunties over to celebarte by right la but to play majong is the real motive ... ya than after around 5 like tat went to meet mac to see fireworks.. than super crowed la dame should have stay at home to watch... fri went out with momo and mac haha jack momo all the way la... ya...i'm super tired and still is tired... hope u are safe.. praying u are safe and sound... hopping u are having fun... hopping things are ok there and i'm missing u lots that now than i know how must i really charis u.. tat u left footprints in my heart.... God please help the both of us to stay strong and healthy that u may watch over her and give her the streagth to over come all obsticals...
Monday, August 06, 2007
counting down 6 more days... SOB!!!!!!!!
hmm... well this week was quite a boring week mon took mc tue went to sch and do nothing wed skip P.E than end up going to sch 4 2-3 hours only than went home cause the later lesson canncel... than thurs end sch early but went home later got work to do yup.. fri went home early also cause some idiots disturb our lessons than my teach say lesson end if u guys want to go home than go home he himself feels very uncomfortable....yup sat had youth mass it was ok la songs were good atmos was ok i guess but this time wasn't as high as the other years... hmm well too much things happening too much things to think of ah... just too much is going on... i guess i need to clam myself down and stop thinking than take things as it comes and ya... its about to change soon very soon....haha i pond meeting 2day ops yup ok la went to watch a movie with mac and sebby dame cool la the fighthing sence were so cool lor!!! but its quite short 1 1/2h but its worth it lor... yup yupyup mac i updated!!! ah!! i don know la i'm quite confuse now so ya!!! i'm going to bed now night!!!
