Friday, October 21, 2005
this week ....
now is 2 going to 3 and i'm still awake ... y ?? firstly i have to type some songs using my bro computer for my mother this sat thing..... secondly i haven been slping cause i cant slp and 2day is another day which i can not slp .... i think i am turning in to an owl soon slp in the morning and work in the night.... i might consider taking slping pills if i'm not lazy to go and buy .... not really free this few days cause my parents are busy so eventually i am also busy have to help them or not my daddy will come home like 12 at night.........yesterday was a very scary day i thought i will lost my grand ma .... was out with sebby , benny, clare and adeline . we wanted to chatch a movie but they went to eat first.... when we was at the food place i receive a phone call from my mum saying that grandma is in the hospital ... i got shock cause my grand ma has a weak body.... i didn know what to do at that time my mummy ask me to go down ... i called my bro he say he go down and check it up than call me and see how... i waited than my bro call and say that my grand ma was awake and she is ok and ask me to head down the hospital... than just now my aunty tell me y they called us all to go down .... my grand ma was very cold even without the fan and my youngest aunty took her heart beat and it was unstable.... they call my grand ma but she wouldn open her eyes.... they were so afraid that they call every one down........... luckly my grand is ok .. doctor say she is fine nothing wrong.... i will pray for her still ...in life u would need to choose u cant always stay in your cosy coner u must move on no matter what happen . u will feel sad but after a while once u are use to it u will get over it no point feeling sad about it....
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
the tks giving mass was fun ...
yesterday the tks giving mass for the ff was quite fun i did enjoy myself .... so happy my kor let me use his computer but very soon when i am free i am going to go and sent my computer to repair ........ 2day went down to my mummy office to help her do all her accounts ..... i haven been slping well don know why when i want to slp i something will come to my mind i will keep thinking about it i have been thinking about the spliting of legion and i don know where to go..... i though of staying in ac but after talking to my sister i don know if i want to stay or go .... i need help to decide but in life i need to decide things this is only the start and i feeling confuse what is going to happen in the years to come ??but tks to my jie i know alot of things ......
Friday, October 14, 2005
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this week many interviews many jobs but still i cant find any so in the end i'm working for my parents it the best ...well any way all the interviews let me know a lot of things that finding a job is not easy .... so must study hard any get good result and have a good job my parents will not always be there for me all the time....this week had headach the whole week even now don know what is wrong with me but i think may be after a night of rest it will be alright ....ok stop here or not later my kor chase me away any way i want to go and watch my show!!!some things are ment to solve by yourself and not by others ... every one can tell u things but it is up to u if u want to listen to them .... always feel happy with what u have ....
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
failure....
its been three days and many interviews but none is a suceess.... haiz.... all the shops i go to they tell me to wait they will get back to me ... m i too young for a job ?? or because i don have any experience ??? tml going for another interview hope after this i don have to find another one again... haiz... so unlucky yesterday saw that person again when i m about to forget him he appear ... haiz... y is this happening to me ?? haiz....i'm sssssssssooooo tired of looking for jobs... every day the same patten no different... i'm also tired of waiting ... waiting for this to end ... waiting to forget him... waiting to start a new...i did had a job and the pay is one person 60 bucks but my mummy and sis say don do this type of job and my friend also say don do this job well i also don fell happy about it so didn went back the next day for the training....no job so now still finding had fill in many forms... fill until i sian.. but it remind me of my secondary school life when during english paper 2 have to fill in forms ... always score in that form filling it did help in my daily life glad i learn that in school...i'm quite scare that when i get a job i might not be able to do alot of things like going for legion chlate or worst still the JB trip hope can get leave.... i scare that i might not be able to spent time with my friends and family members ... but i know that god is with me so when i have a job he is the one who let me get that job so there shouldn be any worries just have faith in god !!!!well end here i wont know when will be the next time i will update my blog but here it is for now.....WISH ME LUCK FOR THE JOB INTERVIEW TML!!!!!
Sunday, October 09, 2005
sunday....
2day is a day of bordness finish exams nothing to do read the social studies text book... did learn something from the text book ...exams over but it is still boring when there is exam we studying but after exams there is nothing to do so boring ....so bored .... y do i keep thinking of you cant help but to think of u ... forgetting something that u have love for so long is very hard... some one tell me that time will heal any wounds ... i know that but who can help it.... haiz.... another boring week is coming and i am going to die soon if i don get a job i will be dying at home ..... some body save me !!! cause i'm dying of bordness and heart ..... waiting for some one to help me... can god please sent some one to save me ???
Thursday, October 06, 2005
exams....
2day is the second last paper ... finally waiting for this day to come... can wait it to end...tml is the last paper which is maths paper2 need to do well in this paper cause my maths paper1 wasnt that good ... must tk alot of people this week have been in stress but this people was there to cheer me on don need me to say they also kknoe who they are lor...now still outside ... just watch finish a movie ... alot of people have telling me to up date my blog so here i am up dating it.... not i don want to up date but have been having exams lately so don have time to be online...gareth keep telling me he is a good boy but is he i also don know...ok la he is la a good and obedient boy..
good luck to those of u having exams ...ONE MORE DAY BEFORE N LEVEL FINISH....
Sunday, October 02, 2005
another day has pass....
life is always meaning full .... there is always ups and down... not all the time u will be happy with it... every time u look at the pass u will remember all the times when there are bad and good times... never regret what u do ....
times have been hard ... i have been studying this few days and hardly had time to do the things that i use to love to do.... i have been studying but nothing is going in my brain expect for when the exams days are coming.... don know y i this few days not happy with the things i do .... i also don know y i think that i have been spent my life so wastful this few years....
exams start this mon and i don know if i'm prepare yet..... study study and more study..... may be if i don study that much i also wont be thinking that much .....
i just receive my cert for my sch don know what is it la ..... the stupit computer just broke down and now can only use my kor's com any way i also haven been using the com lately.....
may be things isnt that bad when u look at a different side....
GOOD LUCK EVERY ONE !!!!
