Wednesday, October 12, 2005
failure....
its been three days and many interviews but none is a suceess.... haiz.... all the shops i go to they tell me to wait they will get back to me ... m i too young for a job ?? or because i don have any experience ??? tml going for another interview hope after this i don have to find another one again... haiz... so unlucky yesterday saw that person again when i m about to forget him he appear ... haiz... y is this happening to me ?? haiz....i'm sssssssssooooo tired of looking for jobs... every day the same patten no different... i'm also tired of waiting ... waiting for this to end ... waiting to forget him... waiting to start a new...i did had a job and the pay is one person 60 bucks but my mummy and sis say don do this type of job and my friend also say don do this job well i also don fell happy about it so didn went back the next day for the training....no job so now still finding had fill in many forms... fill until i sian.. but it remind me of my secondary school life when during english paper 2 have to fill in forms ... always score in that form filling it did help in my daily life glad i learn that in school...i'm quite scare that when i get a job i might not be able to do alot of things like going for legion chlate or worst still the JB trip hope can get leave.... i scare that i might not be able to spent time with my friends and family members ... but i know that god is with me so when i have a job he is the one who let me get that job so there shouldn be any worries just have faith in god !!!!well end here i wont know when will be the next time i will update my blog but here it is for now.....WISH ME LUCK FOR THE JOB INTERVIEW TML!!!!!
