firstly i want to thank those who went for my BBQ THANKS ALOT... was talking to my sis she is right i should be thankful that most of my best friends are there... even though is suppose to be a party for three but ya nvm about that...
now i know that i cant really trust people who u only know for a few months.... wait until u really know that person well than u can trust them...
there is another thing that i realise y i'm always closer to my church friends than my sch friends... may be beccause my church friends and i have the same target to find GOD or something. i do trust my church friends i put my heart and soul to help them when they are in need of help i can do anything for them and i will feel happy but.... when it comes to sch friends... i tried to help them if they need help if they need me to anything i will try ... but when i do every thing for them what happen when i needed help what happen if i wanted a fav i don really get what i want...
i don know y i'm in such situation.... haiz... i nv felt that bad before... life is nv perfect after all... but at least i have friends that i love and trust i don need to name they also know who la.... i should be happy that i still have them with me ... and i also have GOD with me and when there is him i'm always save cause JESUS save us :)
