Saturday, January 28, 2006
chinese new year eve ....
2day is chinese new year eve.... very fast its alre chinese new year.... this year it seems that i'm not really going to enjoy this 3 days or so.... i not in the mood for this occastion.... i may just put i smile which i don mean anything.... have to be happy when i go for new year vistation.... life is so meaningless now there is nothing i can live for but God still wants me here so do i have a choice.... i cant really think of any thing that makes me want to live.... days are so difficult to live up to... the world is changing in to a place where i will lost my way ..... any way.....i watch two movie this week beside the memoirs of geisha i watch i'm not stupit 2 .... it a very funny movie and a touching one but too mad i didn cry ....
