i'm in sch now doing nothing cause sch ended and i have cca so cant go home....
this few weeks nothing much happen ... yesterday i went to visit my grand ma than i realise how long i haven visited her must visit her soon...
there was a day when my friend and i was talking .... she was saying that i had too much things and there isnt time for sch work and i agree with her so i decided that mon will be cca and tue i will go home and do my work ... wed i will also do what i haven done finish since i take like hours to draw one thing and i still o my teacher alot of work... thurs the netball teacher keep canceling the training so i don think i going to join netball... fri i finish up what i have to hand in the next week.... sat will be a day for my parents if they want to go out or something like buying me more clothes.... sun will be a day for GOD .... have meetings and stuff....
i realise i'm back to the susanna that other than studies i'm too busy for other things... the only different is that i have a church group that help me find got throught Mary.... but i don know if its helping... i haven found myself yet and how m i suppose to find GOD???
may be people will say your still young and there is alot of thing u wont know now... its right but when will the time be rip when i spread out my wings and fly ??? when will i find GOD and myself??? when will every thing end ??? its not up to me to decide than....
