my new word that i want to add in my life INDEPENDENT!!!! i need to be more independent i cant keep relaying on others i need to grow up and some day every one will have to leave me so i need to be able to be strong on my own...
i found out really tat i'm not a person than can keep friendship alive... i guess i too tired to actually keep the friendship alive too tired to keep on wanting to keep it together or something... i guess i'm selfish... i'm human too!!
haiz... too bad many things are happening and part of them is my fault... part of my life i choose them to be tat way...
God help me!!!! God save your servant!!! I'm Crying out to u!!!!
haiz.... life is so hard well i know it will be harder but i choose this path and i really hope i can do it... God please guide me please be there to help me ...
well sat was ok i guess .... was presenter the first time i really hope tat the sec3 and 4 understood wat the message ... i hope i didn crap too much... youth rally was ok i guess yup i was high at the beginning cause had mac there ... ya than had talks and stuff than quite boring after tat the blessed sarecment ya than went emo... well i wanted to high like every one else but i just don know y i cant .... well sry mac i was high at the end to high with u guys... so sry may be too tired also... yup yup... well i guess i'll end here since i really don know wat i'm feeling now....
